September For its last 150 miles, the Columbia River flows 21 - 25: unobstructed to the sea. This is good, because I have the current helping me. Unfortunately, this section is also subject to the tides. This is bad, because if I catch the rising tide, the river's current can actually be reversed. Plus, the closer I get to the estuary and ocean, the more I will have to worry about the wind. After six months on this journey, I've decided that all wind is bad. I've also become much more cautious and fearful as I approach the Pacific. I've had such good fortune so far, and I worry that it's all going to end just before I get to the ocean. Wind and wave conditions that wouldn't have fazed me in June now give me anxiety, and I've taken to not attaching my spray skirt unless waves are actually breaking into the cockpit, so that if I'm flipped I can get out easily. The weather has been remarkably cooperative. There was a little rain in the morning leaving Vancouver, followed by some wind, but I was on the lee side and the chop wasn't too troublesome - the heavy traffic on the river coming into Vancouver posed greater problems. By the time I passed the Willamette River, I started to encounter huge ocean-going freighters, and I gave them a wide berth. I wish I had a picture of my kayak next to one of those ships - their bulk made me feel very small and vulnerable. I've also encountered more dikes on this part of the river - not the solid rock dikes of the Missouri, but wooden pilings that can extend fairly far into the river. The spacing between the pilings often allows me to shoot throught them, but occasionally I have to paddle into the main channel to get around them. I do this gingerly, with great trepidation. From Gray's Bay, where Lewis and Clark were trapped for 10 days by heavy wind and rain, to Point Ellice, across from Astoria, the tidal current was very strong, and with the stress it put me under I decided to stop earlier than usual at a campsite near Chinook, Washington. Finally.... On Monday, September 25, on the high tide and under calm wind, I set out across Baker Bay for Cape Disappointment, Fort Canby State Park, and the Pacific Ocean. Passing the Coast Guard station at Cape Disappointment, I found myself in the broad swells of the Pacific, and I discovered a whole new meaning to the word fear. I carefully picked my way along the coastline, staying far enough away from the cliffs and rocks to avoid getting swept up onto them, and paddled out along North Point jetty to its end, where the mouth of the Columbia meets the Pacific Ocean. I was so scared that the moment barely registered. It was only after I rounded the jetty and began paddling the final 100 yards to the beach that I began to feel the excitement of reaching the end of the line. I landed and stumbled out of the kayak, almost capsizing it in the surf. This was not quite the graceful end I had imagined, and it was paricularly embarrassing because several people on the beach witnessed it. I eventually convinced a nice couple to photograph my arrival, and we restaged the event for the cameras, after which I took a celebratory plunge into the ocean. O the joy! Click here to return to the home page